Growing up we grow through a lot of conditioning that shapes our beliefs and shapes our very mind. Childhood is an important stage where most of our brain is operating in the subconscious and we are more open and it is easier for our brain to program.
I grew up with abandonment issue that led me to attachment in my relationships and especially in love as I did not feel worthy and tried to become something that I am not. I tried to be a “nice” guy and people please and forget my own needs. that left me empty and unfulfilled. so I thought I have to be in a certain manner to attract love in my life losing my integrity and authenticity which are my core values.
I meditated for hours, spent time in nature, I did a lot of crying to release and let go of the old conditioning. Taking the red pill meant losing my old identity, which was very hard but it was worth it.
sometimes in life, you have to face your own darkness and shadow to integrate higher states of consciousness and rise above everything.
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